lalalala

im just remembering all the bad/boring things that have happened in the past year or so. !!!!! like the 8th grade dance! so fucking annoying and boring.hahahaha. i don’t dance!! i feel like Pete saying:”Im so lucky that people actually put up with me” because i think im annoying as hell. ha. that’s just me i guess,well it’s just another boring saturday.

oldies.

today was surprisingly fast,finals are fucking stupid though…im in love with friday’s.Just got done downloading a couple of White Stripes songs,i litterally haven’t listened to them ever since like 4th grade when i thought Jack White was extremely cute for some reason… :).Freshman year’s almost over,sad,sad times…..i will never forget this year.2 years ago this day was extra amazing when we were playing soccer for 7th period PE.hahaha.well happy 30th Pete. :D.I need a concert……

21st Century Breakdown

today is Saturday.

i stilll need to buy the new Green Day album,i am pretty mad that FOB’s not doing any tour near us until possibly next year! can’t wait for Aug11,new Cobra album:better  be   good,cause i didn’t like what i heard for”GGGB”.Lydia’s Racket show tonight should be fun….and that’s it.

The (After) Life:of the party

i can’t sleep.

i hate it when i do this to myself.I have this wierd topic in my brain that won’t get out….it’s freaking me out.

Death.

it’s fucking creepy,i mean think about it:one day you will not be here anymore…

one day your body is going to be cold and lifeless.that’s so scary to me,and when I think about it hard enough,i can’t stand it….because what really scares the shit out of me is just thinking about the afterlife.What is the afterlife?I believe in heaven,i do…but,sleeping Forever? …………forever?????

how long is forever?i get chills just thinking about it.

so this wasn’t something that i wrote to scare anyone,it’s just like a reminder,

Live Your LIFE:To the Fullest. that’s it.

i will try my best to go to bed now….wish me luck:

“goodnight”